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stupid stupid car
Aug. 16th, 2007 04:59 ami've been neglecting my car so it decided to act out last night by shooting out steam like crazy. the radiator's FUCKED. the fans attached to it are, too. really hope my paycheck will be big (it won't be) so i can afford to fix my car. at this point i expect it and don't really give a shit. my phone's been disconnected for a few days, too. this basically means that i need a real job again, i guess?
i reduced my hours at work from 40 weekly to 32, assuming the band would be picking up more and more shows and i could count on that for at least enough money to cover the extra 8 hours and some gas. i was wrong. then i made some investments into getting my electronics setup the way i want it, and made some cool shit. i could eventually sell shit like this but it costs money to make it so it's just a hobby for now.
i've been kinda hounding my friend to give me a haircut. i get haircuts too rarely but in this case (maybe every case) it symbolizes change. a haircut makes you a bit more presentable and 'new' looking. I've felt the funk that I have been in and it has sucked. The little revelation I had about fuckin' girls really doesn't mean shit right now, because of the funk that prevents me from living all of my life. Time to make some income...either with a new primary job or some good on-the-side stuff. I'm always seeming pretty useful to my friends, building and fixing stuff...so it would seem that I could get a job easily doing this kind of stuff.
It's just that the monotony scares me. 40 hours a week, doing the same thing? I can't really imagine that, even if I was passionate about it. Whatever. I just want a haircut.
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i reduced my hours at work from 40 weekly to 32, assuming the band would be picking up more and more shows and i could count on that for at least enough money to cover the extra 8 hours and some gas. i was wrong. then i made some investments into getting my electronics setup the way i want it, and made some cool shit. i could eventually sell shit like this but it costs money to make it so it's just a hobby for now.
i've been kinda hounding my friend to give me a haircut. i get haircuts too rarely but in this case (maybe every case) it symbolizes change. a haircut makes you a bit more presentable and 'new' looking. I've felt the funk that I have been in and it has sucked. The little revelation I had about fuckin' girls really doesn't mean shit right now, because of the funk that prevents me from living all of my life. Time to make some income...either with a new primary job or some good on-the-side stuff. I'm always seeming pretty useful to my friends, building and fixing stuff...so it would seem that I could get a job easily doing this kind of stuff.
It's just that the monotony scares me. 40 hours a week, doing the same thing? I can't really imagine that, even if I was passionate about it. Whatever. I just want a haircut.
( p.s. )
