there have been two times

where my entire life flashed before my eyes, in this short life. the other time, i don't talk about. the second time was tonight. oh, the show went awesomely well. better than anyone could have expected. but then i almost died. i still feel like i should be dead.

since my server is down,
go here
http://www.flickr.com/photos/destructivecactus/431154803/

it looks like your typical 'blown to fuck' tire. but how it happened, and what happened, and how i am still breathing. that is the story.

i have to work in 4 hours, goodnight! thanks to everyone who came out, and also helped me after that shit. i love you all so so much.