feeling like a sucker

is for suckers!

I am unhappy with pretty much every aspect of my current situation right now. Ok, so I lied...I'm actually really happy with the music situation...it's the only thing in my life that seems to feed off of chaos and strong feelings, regardless of whether they are happy or sad.

Of course we all know, in a few weeks I'll be writing a post about how my unhappiness with my situation became an impetus to get something done about it, and I'll describe what I am doing to fix it, and how excited/determined I am, and then I'll hopefully do it, and that'll be nice.

And then this little hamster will fall out of the wheel again, piss and moan about it, dust himself off, and hop back on. And blah blah blah.