hi!

hello new year!

my resolution was supposed to be quitting smoking but i decided to drop another bad habit instead. Hopefully now I will not be such a jerk - a habit I was falling into more and more this past month.

i'll quit smoking as soon as i fix my bike tire.

Why does ableton live keep crashing? It even crashes when I try to recover the song I was working on, from the crash. That's so depressing! I need to sort this shit out. Another aggravating/depressing thing is that I believe I screwed my amp up, by hooking it up to my recording card...sounds silly...but one of the power tubes is crapped out now. It sucks, because it sounded so good!

i'm broke again. i need to call the bank and let them know that they're retarded. i think all of these things that make me mad are piling up and turning me into a jerk. this is really depressing. i've always looked at mean, jerkish people and wondered what it was that conditioned them to react so evilly and nonsensically. now i know.

maybe i do just need sleep :D